Friday, May 28, 2010

Redang!

Amazing how when you are enjoying yourself, tan and sunburn apparently are not as bad as you think.

In fact, I think I enjoyed being in Redang so much that I was actually thinking I don't mind being as tanned as the snorkelling instructors there if I get to spend so much time at the sea.

Going to Redang was, well, a long bus ride. 8 hours of bus ride, almost 2 hours of ferry ride. But it was all worth it in the end! The sight that greeted us was so freaking awesome! Endless stretch of blue green sea, clear blue sky with white puffy clouds, and soft sand.

Three days and two nights were just not enough. I enjoyed snorkelling, though poor Chibi-san and Enyi were being held hostages by me most of the time. The corals and fishes were an interesting sight to behold, and drifting and floating with the life jacket could be scarily fun.

Kayaking was awesome! Despite not having any arm strength to make the kayak move and my paranoia (Sorry, Denise-sama!), it was still an amazing thing to do. The waves that rocked the boat, the sky and sea that seemed endless, the magnificent eagle that soared and gave us a cheap thrill. Lol. It was just fun.

I regretted not having enough time to chill and relax on the beach. Despite giving up a snorkelling trip, I still did not manage to have some time to just sit on the beach and enjoy the sunshine. I deeply regretted not having the chance to chill on the hammock while reading a book, with the sun warming and baking my skin. Not to mention I was so busy playing at the sea that I didn't even have time to check out if there are any hot guys there!

Oh well, at least I got to spend time with my EL mates. It's sad that we are all going our own separate ways, and basically I'm just trying not to think too much about it because it makes me emo. But, really, it's only the second day that I'm back from Redang and I already miss them.

Saturday, May 22, 2010

The end of my Uni life

I think... it finally sinks in that I'm graduating. Not that I wasn't aware of it till now, but the full impact of what I am feeling only hit me just recently.

The heavy rain outside certainly didn't help with my mood. Rainy days always make me sad and melancholy, for some odd reason. Hence, I'm basically being emo now thinking about how much I'm gonna miss my uni life and my EL mates.

Of course, I will not miss the stress from assignments, FYP or exams. But after three years of being with my EL mates, I can't imagine life without them. It's only been a two weeks since we finished the last paper, and I am already missing them dreadfully.

I miss being in class actually. I miss hanging out with my classmates. I miss eating breakfast with my assignment mates, Pei Ling, Zaza, Amelia, and sometimes Xia Xia. I miss talking and joking with my classmates during the short breaks we had during class. I miss using Denise, Alex and Esther as heater when the air-con in UTAR threatened to turn me into human icicle.

It saddens me to know that in the future, I might not be able to hang out with them as often as when we were in class. In fact, I'm not even sure how often we will see each other because everyone will be going his/her own way. And frankly, I'm just very bad at keeping in touch with my old buddies.

Well, I supposed there's still Redang trip, and also our convo. Too bad that some EL mates aren't going for the trip. If everyone is there, it will have made the trip all the more fun.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Lost

I am lazy most of the time. I like aimlessly doing not-so-important stuff like online, read fics and manga, and watch anime.

But contrary to popular belief, I don't like feeling lost. And seriously, I have never felt more lost than I am right now.

So, can you stop please asking me what am I going to do with my future and look at me as though you can't believe I enjoy drifting around aimlessly with no real purpose in life when I answer "I don't know"?



On the other hand, it seems that I'm gonna keep this blog alive. Not having a place to write what I feel and thought is kinda a pain, and I miss writing, even if it's just random babble in my blog. :)